everyone is crazy.

Today

my siblings and cousin went to some park place in Long Island, and I decided to stay home and study.

I hate knowing that one day I’ll work up until the point that it won’t even matter anymore. One day my life will be over and I’ll look back at all I’ve done and realize I’ve done nothing at all with my life. The thought scares me. I haven’t lived enough to say I’ve lived at all.

had a dream last night

about my old friends and  how they’re all close and im just at one end of the world.

My thoughts while at school.

repulsivemaudlin:

• I hate you.
• And you.
• And you.
• Shut the hell up.
• You’re an idiot.
• Why am I here?
• Stop talking.
• I hate you, too.
• You’re annoying.
• Shut up.
• Why are you talking?
• SHUT.
• UP.
• And you, I hate you, too.
• Oh look, my ex-best friend.
• I need to get out of here.
• What time is it?
• I wonder what my mom is making to eat. 
• God I’m starving.

(Source: melanie-puckett)